Oh Dear....I jus got off the phone with Gerald and his car got stolen all in the midst of lastnight or morning and he is sooo pissed. I remember him saying if his car got stolen he would be would just say F the World! And now he's at the point to where he doesnt even wanna talk to anyone, not even me.
I dont know what to do....I told him I can take him to the police station to report it stolen and he doesnt even wanna do that!
I feel bad I should have jus got up and went to that damn gas station and lead him back to my house but I was on E and I sure as hell didnt wanna pump gas at 4 am where the hoodlums come out.
So now he's mad at me I wonder if he'll calm down and call me ...I already know he's just gonna get drunk tonight for sure now.
Poor baby. He should have just stayed at his sister house.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Sleepless Night!
It all started around midnight as I was watching 48 hrs, Gerald had called me drunk slurring saying he had wanted to come over and spend the night since he didnt want to go home.
I really didnt want him to cuz I dont want him getting use to coming over like that and eventually thinking he can pop up whenever he wants to. But after his complaining I gave in and told him he can come.
30 minutes go by.....
He calls asking for the directions again
another 20 minutes go by
He calls again for directions still at the same place he was earlier.
Another hour goes by he calls again! Still at his sister house now its 2am, I just tell him to just wait until tomorrow since I have to wake up at 7am. But NO!!! he still wants to come over, and he sounds really messed up. I told him I didnt want him to drive drunk, and he still wanted to. HARDHEAD..
40 minutes later he has some guy working at the gas station call me asking me were my house is at. OMG!
I give him directions for like the 5th time, at this point I really wanted him to just go home since he was too drunk to follow directions.
20 minutes later called again from some guy's cell at the McDonalds across from the gas station, still asking for directions. Then he said he was on his way.
At 3am I went to sleep and was awoken by my cell its 4:07am! and some guy is calling me saying Gerald's car battery died and he is waiting on someone to give him a jump, and he is at the gas station from earlier! I couldnt believe it so I told the guy okay and went back to sleep, thinking he will call me after he got his boost.
And he did at 4:35am! At this point I was kinda pissed I am trying to get some sleep my sister baby is crying in the other room now and I had to wake up in 2 hrs for work.....Gerald had the gas station man at the same place call me....asking for direction again to my place.
I told him to just tell Gerald to go home it wasnt no point of coming over it was too late now. He did and I can hear Gerald saying "oh thats what she said? alright f*ck it!" and that was the last I heard from him.
Its 10:10 am right now and I wonder if he made it home? (calling him) No answer ....I hope he did though
I really didnt want him to cuz I dont want him getting use to coming over like that and eventually thinking he can pop up whenever he wants to. But after his complaining I gave in and told him he can come.
30 minutes go by.....
He calls asking for the directions again
another 20 minutes go by
He calls again for directions still at the same place he was earlier.
Another hour goes by he calls again! Still at his sister house now its 2am, I just tell him to just wait until tomorrow since I have to wake up at 7am. But NO!!! he still wants to come over, and he sounds really messed up. I told him I didnt want him to drive drunk, and he still wanted to. HARDHEAD..
40 minutes later he has some guy working at the gas station call me asking me were my house is at. OMG!
I give him directions for like the 5th time, at this point I really wanted him to just go home since he was too drunk to follow directions.
20 minutes later called again from some guy's cell at the McDonalds across from the gas station, still asking for directions. Then he said he was on his way.
At 3am I went to sleep and was awoken by my cell its 4:07am! and some guy is calling me saying Gerald's car battery died and he is waiting on someone to give him a jump, and he is at the gas station from earlier! I couldnt believe it so I told the guy okay and went back to sleep, thinking he will call me after he got his boost.
And he did at 4:35am! At this point I was kinda pissed I am trying to get some sleep my sister baby is crying in the other room now and I had to wake up in 2 hrs for work.....Gerald had the gas station man at the same place call me....asking for direction again to my place.
I told him to just tell Gerald to go home it wasnt no point of coming over it was too late now. He did and I can hear Gerald saying "oh thats what she said? alright f*ck it!" and that was the last I heard from him.
Its 10:10 am right now and I wonder if he made it home? (calling him) No answer ....I hope he did though
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Update for the Day
I been at home for for several hours now, ate and took a nap and surfed on Itunes and bought a song called Falsetto by The Dream...its so sexual I love it. I could see myself making love to it.
Other than that I am just wondering why Damion hasnt wrote me yet I hope he's okay....sometimes I be thinking crazy stuff like what happens if he got raped or beat up. I hope not ...all I know he needs to hurry up and write me.
I called Gerald to see what he was doing ...aint nobody picked up , he probably left and got drunk somewhere, who knows.
My ex boyfriend Chuck from the 9th grade called me at 3:30 this morning, I couldnt believe it, and had the nerve to ask if he could see me ...what the hell? I figure he was drunk cuz he never called me that late ever.
Tomorrow is Friday and I am glad cant wait for the weekend to chill out probably go downtown, but first I need to do my hair! Its so nappy I need a flatiron bad!!!!!
Still dont know what I ma do for New Years :0
Other than that I am just wondering why Damion hasnt wrote me yet I hope he's okay....sometimes I be thinking crazy stuff like what happens if he got raped or beat up. I hope not ...all I know he needs to hurry up and write me.
I called Gerald to see what he was doing ...aint nobody picked up , he probably left and got drunk somewhere, who knows.
My ex boyfriend Chuck from the 9th grade called me at 3:30 this morning, I couldnt believe it, and had the nerve to ask if he could see me ...what the hell? I figure he was drunk cuz he never called me that late ever.
Tomorrow is Friday and I am glad cant wait for the weekend to chill out probably go downtown, but first I need to do my hair! Its so nappy I need a flatiron bad!!!!!
Still dont know what I ma do for New Years :0
What a Day! Just plain Bored at Work!
Well I am work just doing some data entry and surfing the web at the same time, to burn some time. I think when you surf long enough time will go by faster. I get out of here at 2:30 I wish I can leave now but then I would just go home and do probably some more surfing and write in this blog.
Who know maybe I will see Gerald and just chill out while sticking to my word. No More Cheating!!!!!
All I been thinking about is my cute cute Baby Phat dress I just ordered yesterday I cant wait to get it and wear it for the summer.......you like?
Anyway my boss has me doing some organizing some things.....doing something different for the next couple of hours. Write back in a minute.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Life as Christina " New and at Large"
Well today is my first on "Blogger" & just checking out what's the hoopla about it. I guess this can be my diary of some sort even though I got a diary under my bed. But that one is for "show" if my boyfriend ever got his hands on it. If he knew what I did and what I was doing he would probably just leave me alone or worse slap the hell out of me ! Anyway my Christmas was alright all I got was a a couple of Baby Phat dresses, a jewlery box, and a gift card to Bath and Body Works, I never really got much on this day but hey I am grateful for everything I do have, which is my job, education, car, bed to sleep, and most of all the air in my lungs! The one thing I wasnt grateful for was the food poisoning I got from McDonald chicken nuggets I ate on X-mas eve ...man I was sooo messed up, I threw up so hard I had chicken coming out of my nose!!! EWWWW! It was very uncomfortable for those 2 days. I never thought I would have to go to the hospital on Christmas. So far I am just waiting on Damion to send me a letter to let me know what is going on with him and when his release date would be. I miss him so much, he has been gone for about a year now over a stupid old drug case and will be out before March 31 2008. I know some people might wonder why I am with a person like that but I have been w/him since I was 16 now I am 21 and it is very hard to let your 1st love go. But I know there are limitations, when he gets out he better be on his sh*t, if not then I have no choice but to even though I cant see my self to do it. Who knows I dont knw what I would or will do, however time will tell me.
Now Gerald is my second love, we're not offically together but he doesnt know that I am still with my boyfriend but he suspects it sometimes, he always telling me "I know you be writing him, I know you love him," But I just deny it. He always wants me to tell him the truth cuz he says he doesnt want to get too attached to me and then get his heart broken. I think its probably too late for that, cuz I know I will upset him and he would really be out here like "F*ck the World." And I dont want to do that to him. He's always telling me that if he ever finds out I sleeping with someone that he'll just leave me alone. In way he is selfish cuz I know he talks to other girls probably even sleeps with them, I guess that is how guys are they want their cake and eat it too. Hell what am I talking about I getting mines too! Dont get me wrong I feel bad sometimes when I cheat and think about Damion, I even made a promise to myself, God and Damion that I would not cheat and and I broke it. Shame on me! I watch this reality series with Keshia Cole and her mama said "Promises are Made to be Broken." and in this case I truly think they are unfortunately. I tell my self I need to stop, even coming up with a New Years resolution to not do it anymore. I believe this would be it for me. I will just tell Gerald I am celebate till I get married. That would just give him time to find someone else and take the pressure of wanting to be with me.
New Years is coming to a near I wonder what am I gonna do? mmmh
Now Gerald is my second love, we're not offically together but he doesnt know that I am still with my boyfriend but he suspects it sometimes, he always telling me "I know you be writing him, I know you love him," But I just deny it. He always wants me to tell him the truth cuz he says he doesnt want to get too attached to me and then get his heart broken. I think its probably too late for that, cuz I know I will upset him and he would really be out here like "F*ck the World." And I dont want to do that to him. He's always telling me that if he ever finds out I sleeping with someone that he'll just leave me alone. In way he is selfish cuz I know he talks to other girls probably even sleeps with them, I guess that is how guys are they want their cake and eat it too. Hell what am I talking about I getting mines too! Dont get me wrong I feel bad sometimes when I cheat and think about Damion, I even made a promise to myself, God and Damion that I would not cheat and and I broke it. Shame on me! I watch this reality series with Keshia Cole and her mama said "Promises are Made to be Broken." and in this case I truly think they are unfortunately. I tell my self I need to stop, even coming up with a New Years resolution to not do it anymore. I believe this would be it for me. I will just tell Gerald I am celebate till I get married. That would just give him time to find someone else and take the pressure of wanting to be with me.
New Years is coming to a near I wonder what am I gonna do? mmmh
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